The being smitten phase is like running the ultra marathon. There are so many highs and lows during the process that can drive one nuts. If the call does not come, you hit the low and the moment you receive the call you are on the top of the world. I strangely feel like a 14 year old kid. This is crazy and has never happened to me but I need to be extra cautious about not messing this up…pointless rules of the world one has to follow !!
I am almost convinced that I should not pursue this anymore. I hate rejections and they throw me off the schedule and next year is crucial to qualify for Boston. I have to break the 3:30 in Feb without injuries. It will be stupid to throw away my endurance base even though it may be well worth it.
I am supposed to play the chef at a get-together with Santosh, Doc, Anita and Sanjeev tonight. It mostly will be Kashmiri Dhum Aloo again since I have not experimented with the mughlai panner yet.
Friday, December 05, 2008
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So, who are you smitten by?
Sometimes, a few things might be more important than running.
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