Crisis

I slept for 18 hours yesterday and I sleep for so long only when I feel as though I am sitting deep down in a well. The family is going through a crisis because of some of my choices and I am unable to justify that to God. I have always lived a very simple life - go on a run/swim, get a beer, read a book or go out with friends. Its hard to explain where I allowed the complications to enter into my simple world.

I see a light at the end of the tunnel though. I hope things will work out fine soon and I will be given the option of moving on with my life. I have realized that during times of real crises, the only people you can fall back on is your immediate family and close friends. Family here is defined by blood relationships. Everybody else is out there for some gossip.