Tuesday, July 03, 2007

State of Mind


Current Feeling: Depressed, miserable, unhappy, dejected, low, disheartened, glum


Reason: My best friend of all times, Joe aka Jhoom aka j-Dawg aka Jyothi Ramakrishnan is leaving to go back to the States. More than a friend, she is like family. I don't really have to talk to her to express my feelings - we sit in coffee shops for hours together just people watching, visit bars that are crowded and still get lost in each other, travel to races, eat onion uthapams and sundal at sanjeevanam, she watched me while I drink beer and even started to drink beer, opened the door without getting annoyed for my 5 am runs, we loved to do sunday morning rides when there is noone on the street, eat biriyani at the park after we are stoned, visited Bangalore and Hyderabad twice each though we wanted to travel all through the country and always promised each other that we would read a lot more together (never happenend as we were distracted too much by each other.


This was by far my best relationship and I don't think I can meet anyone with whom I will be happier. I really hope to meet her at some stage of my life where I can be with her again. Will miss you Joe

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